i was watching the way hei ren proposed to his wife. is really really touching

hey wen, happy birthday =) you are officially 18!

I had the loneliest birthday yesterday. 18th birthday. u get it only once in your life. whats wrong with me?

u still keep everything in your heart for what?

for what? he has already gotten you out. already.

4 months 4 months.

you know what..this is random but i really gotta find somewhere to express!!! before i jump down or go crazy.

my back is sore like mad due to stress. I think I have never had such a long treatment at Doc Will's place before. I am leaving for hk tmr. I am left with a million stuff to do. maybe i exaggerated a bit but i know i definitely have something to do.

At this moment in my life, although i stop myself from thinking about you but..hopefully i am wrong about this..I really thought my life will be so so so much easier when you are with me. At least i have someone that I have no restrictions to talk about anything. I know you won't read about this because you are so busy with your life now.

Well, thats the whole point right? wouldnt wana burden you even more.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I felt much better.

ooh dear life! here i come again =)

p/s: is still the same =)

Recovering ~

Hmm..1 month and 17days..I think I am getting better these days.

i shouldn't have look through the photos just now.. cuz the more I look, the more I realised I've missed it. I guess it has been a long time since I've smiled so happily like I was in the photos.

you'll never know how I felt when i realised the distance between us is getting further apart. When will this come to an end?

You used to complain to me that none of the post I wrote is about you.

Now, I'll dedicate this to you.

You said stop crying.

You said stop being 'like this'

every word counts you know.

You convinced me that your love for me is real.

You convinced me that it'll be forever.

I've counterclaimed it so many times throughout the years, trying to convince you that it is not true.

Ironically, how I wished that what you said is true.

I'm tired. I'm really tired of crying. I'm really tired of thinking that we still have a chance to be together. It is so confusing when you start treating me good. What does it mean?

You told me you have not let it go, so am I. Why other people understand the beauty and simplicity of Love but you don't. If we still have each other in our hearts, why must we let go?

it is never ending 'whys'

But God says we will never fully understand his plan for us. We will never be satisfied by what we know for now until the time has come.

p/s: I love you

Easter Rally

lol..is amazing that I still remember the password..
the last time I posted a post was like 2 months ago..this blog is literally dead..but guess what?
REVIVAL! because is alive again! just like Jesus rose again. [ lol ]



Easter Rally 2010


9th of April 2010
CHS Lecture Theatre.

It was indescribedable. We actually had an overflowing number of students attending this event. This had never happened. I remembered last year, we kept praying that people would come but in the end, the hall was only half-full. However, that didn't stop us from holding Easter Rally. In fact, we increased our faith, we had prayer meetings every twice a week and today, we've seen with our own eyes. The power of prayer.

Not many promotions have been made. Only twice. Once by Mr William which I doubt anyone heard and another one was made by Jac and Mel.

It was really touching and surprising to see everyone came. Even Zhi Cheng, Yi Leng, Chun Hung, Tim Hong...

Their support and presence really meant alot to us.
En Wei actually cried from the beginning until the end. He was so touched and I believe it was God's presence. The peace was with us all along.
The first hand put up during the altar call was really heart-strucking. Slowly, many hands responded.
NEW life was born. more than 50 students committed their lives to Jesus.
It happened here. CHS Easter Rally.
This is a whole new experience of life once again. Last year I was in the worship team but this year, I quiet down and just prayed. beautiful chapter.

All glory and praise to Jesus, the messiah =)