testimony.

stay close to God.
thats what I received ytd out of nowhere from a friend. thank you =]

Actually I wanted to update my blog last night after I've spoken to Wai Leem but I was too tired to do so.He made me realized something from what I've posted about CF camp and prefect leadership camp. It was just one post away. God is just so amazing that He has His own way.
I remembered when I was writing about the prefect camp on the 18th of March, I didn't really want to write it as I was still sick at that time. Somehow, there seemed to be an urge in me for me to do it. And so, I did. Until yesterday, when I officially decided to open my blog to public and share what had happened in CF camp, till then I realized the difference between both camps.

It is so amazingly that both camps, the team that I've joined is ORANGE and I was the leader for both camps in my team.
you might ask..so??? whats the difference?
the difference is I've LOST in prefect camp but WON in CF camp
Is not so much about winning or losing anymore.
Somehow, I just feel that is the presence of God that made the difference.
In prefect camp, I was focusing too much on what I can do.
I remembered I was thinking what the cheer should be and bla bla bla...on the night before I go to the camp.
I wanted so much to win..that I've forgotten what I should focus on.
I thought if I've done a great job in the camp, people will see me as a good leader.
But now, I know I was wrong. Very wrong indeed.
I enjoyed a lot during CF camp because it wasn't about winning but to experience God and get closer to him. When you leave it up to God, He will do His part.

God has a purpose for me in life. I know. and I'm waiting.
I still remembered what Ps Steven told me during the prayer. Sacrifice, sacrifice.
Am I ready to make the decision? I'm still waiting for God's confirmation.

Love,
Demi.