who to blame?

29th of Dec 2009.
Confession:
I don't know when we started but I certainly know when it ended.
Who to blame when I'm the one who spoiled the perfect surprise?
Who to blame when I'm the one who started it first?
Who to blame even when I cried when I received what you gave? Ironically, this is the only time which I cannot tell you I did.
Who to blame when I'm the selfish one?

I guess I'm the one to be blamed.