applelicious life

2011-06-18T17:47:00.001+08:00

i was watching the way hei ren proposed to his wife. is really really touching

2011-06-18T17:40:00.002+08:00

hey wen, happy birthday =) you are officially 18!

I had the loneliest birthday yesterday. 18th birthday. u get it only once in your life. whats wrong with me?

u still keep everything in your heart for what?

for what? he has already gotten you out. already.

4 months 4 months.

2011-06-14T20:08:00.000+08:00

2011-06-06T18:34:00.002+08:00

you know what..this is random but i really gotta find somewhere to express!!! before i jump down or go crazy.

my back is sore like mad due to stress. I think I have never had such a long treatment at Doc Will's place before. I am leaving for hk tmr. I am left with a million stuff to do. maybe i exaggerated a bit but i know i definitely have something to do.

At this moment in my life, although i stop myself from thinking about you but..hopefully i am wrong about this..I really thought my life will be so so so much easier when you are with me. At least i have someone that I have no restrictions to talk about anything. I know you won't read about this because you are so busy with your life now.

Well, thats the whole point right? wouldnt wana burden you even more.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I felt much better.

ooh dear life! here i come again =)

p/s: is still the same =)

Recovering ~

2011-04-08T21:21:00.002+08:00

Hmm..1 month and 17days..I think I am getting better these days.

i shouldn't have look through the photos just now.. cuz the more I look, the more I realised I've missed it. I guess it has been a long time since I've smiled so happily like I was in the photos.

2011-03-26T23:23:00.001+08:00

you'll never know how I felt when i realised the distance between us is getting further apart. When will this come to an end?

2011-03-08T21:20:00.003+08:00

You used to complain to me that none of the post I wrote is about you.

Now, I'll dedicate this to you.

You said stop crying.

You said stop being 'like this'

every word counts you know.

You convinced me that your love for me is real.

You convinced me that it'll be forever.

I've counterclaimed it so many times throughout the years, trying to convince you that it is not true.

Ironically, how I wished that what you said is true.

I'm tired. I'm really tired of crying. I'm really tired of thinking that we still have a chance to be together. It is so confusing when you start treating me good. What does it mean?

You told me you have not let it go, so am I. Why other people understand the beauty and simplicity of Love but you don't. If we still have each other in our hearts, why must we let go?

it is never ending 'whys'

But God says we will never fully understand his plan for us. We will never be satisfied by what we know for now until the time has come.

p/s: I love you

Easter Rally

2010-04-09T21:46:00.003+08:00

lol..is amazing that I still remember the password..
the last time I posted a post was like 2 months ago..this blog is literally dead..but guess what?
REVIVAL! because is alive again! just like Jesus rose again. [ lol ]

Easter Rally 2010

9th of April 2010
CHS Lecture Theatre.

It was indescribedable. We actually had an overflowing number of students attending this event. This had never happened. I remembered last year, we kept praying that people would come but in the end, the hall was only half-full. However, that didn't stop us from holding Easter Rally. In fact, we increased our faith, we had prayer meetings every twice a week and today, we've seen with our own eyes. The power of prayer.

Not many promotions have been made. Only twice. Once by Mr William which I doubt anyone heard and another one was made by Jac and Mel.

It was really touching and surprising to see everyone came. Even Zhi Cheng, Yi Leng, Chun Hung, Tim Hong...

Their support and presence really meant alot to us.
En Wei actually cried from the beginning until the end. He was so touched and I believe it was God's presence. The peace was with us all along.
The first hand put up during the altar call was really heart-strucking. Slowly, many hands responded.
NEW life was born. more than 50 students committed their lives to Jesus.
It happened here. CHS Easter Rally.
This is a whole new experience of life once again. Last year I was in the worship team but this year, I quiet down and just prayed. beautiful chapter.

All glory and praise to Jesus, the messiah =)

2010-01-24T17:52:00.003+08:00

I'm now at KGNS.. nothing really much to talk about..Just wana share a jot down a few interesting things happened throughout the week..

YOU are to THRIVE and not just SURVIVE. - I got this from church during a service few weeks ago..
hmm..saturday i had school and after that I went to grab a movie with bro, Will and Ginny. Avatar. a cool movie i shall comment.
Now I understand who James Cameron needs 10 years to finish making the movie but is worth it. Despite that this movie was released since last year, the crowd at the cinema is as good as it was just released especially when it is 3D. The movie line is fantastic. Who would thought of a story like that? I mean Pandora..and humans becoming one of the Avatar when they are asleep?
lol..the funny thing is that Jared (met him at cupcake chic) thought Will and Ginny are my parents.

ooh well..this would be sort of a reminder to myself.
The person you love or the person who love you wouldn't wana hurt you in any ways. If you are hurt, I guess this God's calling to stop.

Expect the unexpected. Live life to the fullest

2010-01-09T23:06:00.002+08:00

I don't feel any better when you are sick.
But in life, every people has different callings. As for now, maybe we both have different ones.
Things are usually black and white but we can't deny the fact that we must leave some spaces for the 'grey' part.
There are things which I just couldn't explain nor tell anybody except for God because nobody will ever understand what I am struggling within me.

No word could describe how I feel.
But I've learnt one thing. Life needs colour. I'm once again awaiting for the rainbow to come. manifestation of THE promise.
I made my promise and I cannot break it. Is not going to be easy, we know that. But there will be strength..there will..

First post in the new decade!

2010-01-03T17:00:00.002+08:00

wow...this is really gonna be my first post in the new decade.
Time really flies, right?
I remembered when I was still little..everyone was so excited of a new century 2000 and POOF! is already 2010.
I am pretty sure everyone has new resolution for this new year.
During dinner with a bunch of family friends, I heard Uncle Alex said to her standard 6 daughter when she was about to have a bowl of rice, ' Na ( her name )..you've promised daddy yr aim in 2010 is cut down on carbo..' Lol..she's only 11..long way to go..although she is taller and bigger size than me but I just felt sorry that she gotta control her food consumption this young. I remembered she was the cutest and tiniest little girl among us. Now, she had grown up =)
1st Jan..2nd Jan..3rd Jan.. It was all about PAR--TY!
I stayed up until midnight these few days but I did not fail to wake up early to my violin class and church =)

I have aims too.
But whether or not I achieve them, God knows.
I'm a Form 5 girl now. Yes! 5!
I still can remember every bit of Form 1 when I first came to school ( late for a week )with chicken pox scars all over my face and body. That was pretty sad. I'm like the-weird-girl in school and now..i'm a form 5 girl who survived!! muahahahaha. Lol

In year 2009, so many happy and sad things happened but I believe everything happened for a reason.
I've get to know God better, especially through CF camp. It was indeed an unforgettable camp and the next one is coming right up! =D
And..all of a sudden, looking at my board and walls at home, I've realised I've got so many work to do for societies and clubs..dreams yet to be fulfilled.homework and projects yet to be done..
but still, it appeared for a reason..right?
I considered last year as a really special year when I think back. Many things that I've never expected to happened, happened.
Got so close with the CF family, having greaat and supportive friends, failed once?, get to performed for prom, feel the joy when we won the house cup in decoration and feel the pain and tears when we lost another one..is just amazing..
I hope that friendships can be restored, i hope if I have hurt anyone, please do not hold the grudges because I treasure every friendship .

and now..2010
list of things to fulfill and I shall always remember the rainbow that pastor had told us.
rainbow is one of the beautiful things that God has created and this year will be a year of great expanantial increase. =)

SHU MIN!!! you gotta focus focus focus!

who to blame?

2009-12-29T11:57:00.002+08:00

29th of Dec 2009.
Confession:
I don't know when we started but I certainly know when it ended.
Who to blame when I'm the one who spoiled the perfect surprise?
Who to blame when I'm the one who started it first?
Who to blame even when I cried when I received what you gave? Ironically, this is the only time which I cannot tell you I did.
Who to blame when I'm the selfish one?

I guess I'm the one to be blamed.

PROM PRESSURE

2009-12-15T21:23:00.002+08:00

GOSH!
I just came home after practice from morning until night
today is the last day of practice before the prom tmr!
Gotta go Darren's church to continue practise early as 8.30am...
I haven't get my heels ready..and the worst thing is the keyboard is not available suddenly due to some problems..
and committee doesn't help..in terms of financial..
I really salute to jenn hwan for his commitment..he can pay few hundred bucks for the lorry to bring the percussion set to the hotel without whining..not just that, he didn't even complain about not getting paid..this is the spirit man! the passion for music..then, he fetches home..I mean..no ordinary people would sacrifice that much for prom night performance ( F.O.C )..
so yeah..I'll just have to pray that everything run smoothly..and everything will be worth it!

time to sign off,
love.........me!

CHAMPS 2009

2009-12-04T21:48:00.001+08:00

this is the booth i take care of for the day =)

2009-11-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

Whats the point of promising a person when YOU WILL BREAK THE PROMISE?....

2009-11-24T22:07:00.003+08:00

I don't know since when Jay Chou's song appear in my song list. It just happened to be here I guess. In fact, is at the right time because it quite fits my mood now.
I guess he is right.

'Only other people make you happy. Have you ever make people happy before..'

I don't know if I did before but I certainly don't know how now. Right now.

BLURNESS

2009-11-18T22:37:00.002+08:00

This is the 4th time of the week I'm confirmed as -THE BLUR QUEEN
I keep on recognising the wrong person..oh my goodness
until an extent I almost went in the wrong car! lol
Thank goodness I looked at the man carefully and realised it wasn't my dad. LOL
This happened after tuition today. It was raining, I saw the grey colour car but instinct telling me that is not my dad. I almost walked in..haha..luckily I had a second look.
Another blur case..It was Uncle Prince, the man from church. I saw a man at the road directing the traffic. and I told my dad, 'Hey! is Prince' My dad gave me a look and say...'girl, what is wrong with your eyes?Is not him...' hahaha

In conclusion, I need glasses.

2009-11-16T22:29:00.004+08:00

Finally, today is the last day of school for the year 2009!

muahahahaha =)

today is also one special day

because..is KWAN ZHI CHENG'S BIRTHDAY!!

she's one of my best buddies throughout my high school life =)

Besides that, i went Shogun for a class gathering after school. I was sick actually but is okay, the gathering is once a year. but the thing is that, by the time i arrive is where the time most of the people leave the place. haha..so it was quite sad. and I left quite aliented but thats not the point because I think somehow everyone enjoyed. So, tmr is the first day of holiday which means is the starting of the day to accomplish all the tasks on my sticky notes..

full of appoinments and work to do..

p/s : break the ice wall.

2009-11-12T22:00:00.001+08:00

Mamamia..
I'm in a dilemma
Situation 1 : My mom decided that we have a family vacation either on 4th of Dec or 23 of Dec
Situation 2 : John invited me to join a youth camp on 21st - 24th
Situation 3 : I want to help out at CHAMPS on 4th in church!

Why must everything clashes together?
I actually filled in the form to volunteer helping in CHAMPS but I didn't pass up because my mom says we might have plans. So, I just keep it. Until today, when I came back from my friend's house, my dad told me that he received a call from the church administrators. They were asking me regarding this CHAMPS voluntary work. I was in a state of shock because I remember I didn't pass up the form. and somehow, when i ransacked my things, the form wasn't there. It happens either I was dissociating when I hand in which explains why I can't recall nor remember a single thing of it or the form dropped somewhere on the way and that means it is destined!

2009-11-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

Lol..I'm just gonna laugh at myself for today. I can't help knocking here and there where ever I am. Especially I wanted and intent to move away in silence. I WILL and ALWAYS ended up knocking at something....
it can be chairs, tables or things on the table. one word - CLUMSY!
By the way, it happened after the vocalisation competition in school. It was during recess, I wanted to leave the room without having to disturb the judge, so I bent down and walk across the room..and when I was about the leave..lol
I knock the table... that was really embarassing. Mani was laughing at me. haha

2009-11-08T23:24:00.002+08:00

today, I was sitting at the back of the car. We were on the way to fetch my brother from his friend's house. I was listening to my parents' conversation.
My daddy was sharing his young time story with my mom..and suddenly this thought strucked my mind.
After 25 + years of marriage, they still have things to share about their younger life time. So I was wondering, what happened to those couple who started their relationship since young, what are they suppose to talk to each other about their young times?
hmm...I wonder if they'll find each other boring.

2009-11-05T00:43:00.001+08:00

lesson learnt : in the end, put trust in no one but God. because the human beings will always fail to keep their promises.

2009-11-04T23:22:00.003+08:00

how can i forget this bunch of people? NEVER.

2009-11-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

sometimes we really have to be grateful for what we have =)

how about this...

2009-11-01T16:10:00.004+08:00

This Is It !!! =)

2009-11-01T10:10:00.004+08:00

hehe..thank YOU so much for this album =)

haha..yes! I got the album.LOL

This is it!!! Michael Jackson's final production.

This is it, was supposed to be his final curtain call. But now, after the tragedy.. we can only watch him on screen.

Ironically, all the audiences are watching the same thing (concert and theatre) but the feeling deep down in their hearts are not the same. At the movie, I felt like the whole thing is missing something. Although the ultimate goal is to watch MJ, and he's up on the stage with all his cool moves but....I think the whole movie is lacking the cheer and the crowd from his fans.

Thats why, I did not feel very excited while or after the movie. In fact, I just had the feeling of watching a man who is already not here. The feeling is weird.

Because I guess this is the first time in my life, watching a movie in a theatre where the man in the movie is already...not with us. The feeling is just so different. For like, if you watch Harry Potter, you like him, you can continue to check out his recent news wherever you can. For this case, where can you check out on him? in his grave?....

but his songs are living among the fans forever =)

by the way, something I felt quite regretted. I've missed all american rejects' concert! isshhhhhhh

windows 7!

2009-10-29T21:07:00.002+08:00

muahahahahaha...ooh yea ooh yea..JF installed windows 7 for me today..is running cool baby! there are really some cool features.. haha..
I guess this is more or less something to fill my unhappiness..after knowing my position in class..
sigh..is not that bad..my parents were saying position is just a number after I've told them what I got..I felt like crying but I hold it back..because there is no need.. =)

Edwin's birthday

2009-10-25T20:44:00.002+08:00

hohoho..
yesterday was a really long night..
it was Mr Edwin's 16th birthday celebrated at Holiday Villa..it was a big big night for him..I'm just a little character that night..but still it was a long night..because I didn't knowwhat to do..lol
I was so syok sendiri at a point that I shouted while I was sitting at the bar with Cher Minn and sing to myself. haha
It gave Cher Minn a shock. She thought I was drunk even though there wasn't any alcohol served. Lol
Looking at the bright side, I get to know some good people too =) just to mention a few like Pamela..she's a very friendly and nice girl ^^ ..Aaron..the guy who did moonwalk a bit!! haha..
but that night was really long to me.....
hmm..what else I did yesterday..OoHHH..
CREDIT to my dad!! He fetched my bro and I since morning from places to places..
1. he sent me to violin
2. went to fetch my bro at Cheras after a sleepover
3. fetch my bro to another party in the afternoon
4. fetch mom and I to saloon
5. fetch me to holiday villa
6. fetch me back and went for supper
7. fetch my bro from his party at 12!

LOOK at the list...haha
my GREAT DAD!! =)=)

and today..church service was awesome. My dad commented that this is one of the best sermons Pastor Joshua had given so far..He was talking about antichrist..
He taught us what is antichrist today..
Antichrist people do not show their fangs telling you they are druculas and would suck all your blood..
they will usually be the people who claim and came in the name of Jesus but they always try to take the place of Jesus. focusing on what is bad.. so people..be aware of what you read about Jesus..if you do not feel the peace while listening or reading materials about Jesus..then stop it..it is actually drawing you away from God. =)

ooh...today..I sat infront of the laptop for 3 hours just to complete the duty list..man..is not easy.. but most importantly, is done !!! hahahahah..
okay..enough of syok sendiri..I still have chemistry notes to do..tata =)

my rainbow =)

2009-10-23T19:11:00.005+08:00

It is all for LOVE.. L.O.V.E.. (by MJ in his movie trailer)I really can't wait to watch 'THIS IS IT'..
When I first watched the trailer..I know..this is it..this is what I want to watch. Although I have the feeling that I might..eherm..cry..no no.. I won't let it happened.. maybe being emotional or touched by his moves and voice and his passion....will be a better word =)

My RAINBOW appeared!
I guess it is God's will for not letting me to bring the laptop to school today. I remembered about it yesterday and I've purposely charged it fully so that we can use all day without having to worry about the battery life and it just so happened that even as I turned it off and looked at it, I did not have any intention to bring to school for Friday's CF. By the way, today was the last time for the Form 6s anf 5s to take over the Friday afternoon service. We had a really wonderful time there. I thought I wouldn't be able to make it for I have to take care of another club since all the morning session AJKs weren't free. Somehow, there's a way for me to attend CF and I never ever ever ever felt regretted at all. It was amazing..
As usual, we were always crazy no matter the thing is funny or not..we just like to laugh and make some noise. During the P & W lead by Nat and Chee Yan..we sang this funny song with really hilarious moves and actions..there was one part where we have to sing 'Ha Ha Hallelujah..' then we go waving our hands and jump..lol..the funny part is that..YU SONG!!! the 70kg fella go and stomp on the floor when we landed after we jumped.haha..guess what? we were on the 3rd floor and the Mr Lim came and said :"Excuse me guys, the floor is shaking! can you be softer?"
we were like :'uuuhh oooh...' haha..then we pointed at Yu Song and laughed again..
By the time we sing that song again, we really jumped softly..BUT somehow..another teacher came..eherm..she said :"the staff room is shaking guys..." in our hearts we were saying to ourselves that we were already really soft.. haha..but it doesn't matter.. It did not affect the atmosphere even a bit.. we continued to sing but this time were really super super soft that makes it really funny.. after that..I escaped to my club to check on them. By the time I keep everything and put them back in the store ALONE..I thought that I should go back to CF to help them to arrange the chairs and tables..it so happened that the games weren't ended yet and I was pointed to be the next one doing something..I was so blur when I sat down on the chair..a girl just pointed at me and ask me to levitate across the classroom as an angel..lol..I looked and stared at the others..I didn't care..just want to have some fun.. So i tip-toed and 'fly' across the room..hahaha..
ooh yeah..talking about the rainbow..I really thank God that it appeared and my prayers were answered =)
this morning, I was in the car on the way to school. It was hard to tell my dad that I did not do well in my exam. But I just told him..and he did not scold me but asked me to focus on SPM.
So, in my heart I was thinking..why isn't there anything that I could make my parents feel proud of..obviously not with my lousy results this time..but you must know and believe the truth that God will always bless you unexpectedly even in the worst situation.
[Serve the kingdom of God first for all your needs will be added onto you]
I got 97/100 for history paper 2. I was in a state of shock when I looked at it because I remembered very well that there were many uncertain answers in my subjective paper. So I really really really want to thank God for that. Even is only one subject..but who knows? many to come =)

check out what my friend told me even though he is a non-christian.
Be cheerful always because things will get better.
it may seemed stormy now but it can't rain forever..a colourful rainbow will appear at the end of the storm.
most importantly, he said that, 'Whenever you pray, heaven hears you' =) =)

lousy feeling

2009-10-22T22:51:00.003+08:00

=(...
is it okay to feel lousy and sad sometimes?...

rainbow - there are always wonderful promises from God behind the rains and storms
(by Chia Lit)

when is my rainbow gonna appear again?

2009-10-19T16:21:00.002+08:00

Hey there =)
I just came home after fetching my bro from his school.
I went leisure mall with my mom to kill time since we have like 2 hour of free time until my bro finishes his school at 3.05pm
After walking aimlessly..since according to the operator, there is no music centre or shops here ( to get my broken violin string ).. I came about to a shop, it didn't attract my attention at first until I saw the word 'HILLSONG'. I said, 'whoa..'
finally I found the shop - SALVATION to get their CDs..hehe =)
I did not buy CD of hillsong, I've bought Ron Kenoly instead. That was because the lady played his songs at that time and I found it really good. So I just went up to her and ask whose album is that..and tadaa!! is here with me now. lol
another interesting thing happened.
I went to the lavatory with my mom. While I was waiting, A guy? came out from the cubicle...lol
SHE definitely looked like a guy.. till now, I really do not know whether the person I saw is a guy or girl. If she's a girl, then she must've been dressing like a real tomboy. but if he's a guy...uuhhh ohhhh!!! I'm sure I did not go in to a guy's lavatory accidentally. I've double checked. haha

2009-10-19T00:09:00.003+08:00

I can't believe after so many years of blogging, I can still type the wrong email address. lol..just so you know..this is me! being silly..

okay..is 12.24am, I'm in the middle of listening to the song Chris. forwarded from jen hwan..is for the upcoming prom night. I'm quite excited about it. I would really like to practice now BUT I just broke my string 30 mins ago.....ish!!! lol..so i gotta wait until I replace a new one. I have a spare one, and..it just broke..lol..because I've just changed it this afternoon. How wonderful is that..do you know why? because of my foolishness, I thought the string I'm turning is E string, and it ended up to be the A string which I've just replaced in the afternoon..mamamia..

since I've abondoned my blog for so long..is time to refresh it! hehe..
okay..let me start with a testimony..
on Friday, I don't know why is the Malaysian woman all so lucky, it seemed like they do not need to work at all. My mom and I decided to go MV that day, and it turned out that we were stucked in the jam for 35 minutes just to get it to the parking lots. According to the sign board, it shows all red spots for every parking bays which means is full everywhere. EVERYWHERE! I was like, how can it be...is a friday..come on..don't they need to work or something??? So, as usual, I started praying to God. I didn't feel troubled by the red signs, in fact, we just continue to follow the other cars in the midst of the jam. and...my mom turned in to menara IGB which obviously showed red sign too. but you know what? Just so happened we were passing the cone, the guard moved it away and let us in....
we were like..what??lol..and I was thinking..maybe we gotta spend some time finding the right parking spot and you know what? after we took the ticket, the car park spot was just right in front of us..man..let me tell you this, all I can say at the moment was, 'if it is not God, then who?' haha..Amen..

18th of Oct 1994. I've lost my dearest on this day. It did not affect my emotions really much until today, when I went to visit him again. I broke down when I was praying for him. I heard my mom sobbing, so i quickly wiped away my tears so that she wouldn't see my crying face although i know she knew I was crying.
I can't hold my feelings today. and I don't know why. Maybe after so many years, I've grown up not onlt physically but emotionally, realising how much I've missed him. My dad were driving, I saw him turned around to check on me. He was sad too. I know.

ooh yeah, not forgetting to mention I've just finished my final exam!!! woohoo.. I was so excited on that day. I was waiting for the teacher to say 'TIME'S UP!' for the one last time in 2009!! haha..this was a result of having exam which lasted for 1 month! do you know how tiring was it? one whole month...my goodness..this is not the thing I would like to experience so often.Lol.

and during the raya holidays, my family and I went to bangkok for a family trip. It was still good although we've been there like 3-4 times.

so lets just check out some photos =)

The restaurant we came on the first night upon arrival.

my family and i =)

my room at grand millenium for 3 nights. lol.

The cute rabbit hand towel I've found on the table setting. ^^

My bro in the plane. I think I took it upon request..shh..haha

At State Tower, the 66th floor.

The place is magnificent. perfect for those who want to propose.lol

You can see the entire night view of Bangkok city.

Photo of my dad's korean friend, Richard and us =) He is the one who brought us here.

haha..I looked like a dracula. trust me, the drink isn't cheap up here.lol

OOh gosh..is 1.42am... I need sleep!! =p

so i think i should go

[ With God's favor, every trouble becomes a stepping stone. ]

2009-09-08T19:26:00.005+08:00

EHERM... did I really nod my head so often? haha
after attending an extra class for Chemistry, I finally had the chance to grab an ice-cream [ wanted to eat it for like supppper long and it every time ended up sold out ]
and Klothi and Hong Ken came..they both commented me as nodding my head to often in class.
lol..I was laughing and laughing non-stop. Never thought that they'll be people actually paying attention to my HEAD! haha. Maybe it was really too obvious. Ooh well, I was just giving responds to the teachers.. and today, Mun Yee actually gave an 'OOHMPHH!' when Mrs Sugumarie was asking responds from us. She said, 'Boleh 4S7 beri sikit oomph?' a.k.a respond.
haha, all the students laughed when Mun Yee said that.

By the way, the main purpose of writing this post is to continue my previous post. - all the wonderings...
I got an answer from my dad that would stop all my wonderings.
On last Sunday night, we went out for dinner with family friends.
During the dinner, we really had a lot fun and I enjoyed listening to my dad's joke.
My dad is a real joker to me ( good way ). He can just make people laugh out of no where.
We so happened to have dinner at Gasing area..and that restaurant is at the same row as the old house ( if you consider a room part of the house =p) he had rented when he first came to KL.
He described how he had lived there with another 4 other guys ( whom are all uncles now I supposed ) in that room. My dad was consider the lucky one where he still afford to buy a 3cm thick foldable mattress from 'pasar malam'. His friends could not afford to even buy a mattress so they had to share one mattress with only half body lying on it. His friends even had to sleep on a 'James Bond briefcase' as a pillow. Then, I suddenly thought of the mattress I'm now sleeping on every night. I guess it should be more than 10 times thicker that what my dad first had. Even though it is not the best mattress in the whole world but is certainly not what my dad can afford when he was young back in the days. So, I'm very lucky to live here.
Therefore, why am I wondering so much in being in other people's shoes when I'm already blessed?

woohoo..finally I had spitted this out. haha..now I can continue with my history essay =)
Love,
Ms. Nodding.

2009-09-04T23:36:00.002+08:00

I didn't have much to say..but I just felt like updating it since it had been such a long time.. =)

I wonder how's life going to be when we put ourselves into somebody else's shoes.
Good or not, I just wonder how is it like.

I just read Nic's blog. This is my very first time reading his blog and I find it very interesting where he can actually describe a mosquito into a 'little bugger'..happily buzzzzzzzzing around him..bla bla bla..is just funny to me.
-and I wonder how's life when I'm in his shoes.

Today, we were in the car with Jofan, Nat, Yi Wei and I, squeezing at the back of the car since Woon Khai suddenly ended coming along with us. I experienced lameness..when Jofan said the following things..

why manGO? not mangCOME?
why DOWNsyndrome? not UPsyndrome?
why aROUND? not aSQUARE?

maybe even more..but I can't remember..

-and I wonder how's life when I'm in his shoes.

During prefect's meeting in school today, a friend was being questioned of, 'why didn't you report to us?' Of course there was an explanation for that. From the expression of someone else's face, i see doubt in them.

-and I wonder how's life when I'm in my friend's shoes.

Happened to watch E! news, seeing the glamorous of Hollywood, how the celebrities live their lives. Driving the most high-end cars for a relatively cheap price.

[ FYI, a ferrari back in the states cost only $140,000. In Malaysia, it costs a buyer around RM 1.6 mil ]

- and I wonder how's life when I'm in their shoes.

When I read or heard about the biography of a great missionary, I will always be touched by their courage and self-sacrifice. Many of them left what they could possibly enjoy in their lives and to spread the gospel to the people. Hearing the people that we care and we love accepting Christ will bring out the best and most joyous feeling in us [or at least me].

- and I wonder how's life when I'm in their shoes.

Realising how long the trainee teachers actually took to prepare the teaching materials everyday for us where students sometimes don't even appreciate, i felt sorry for them.

- and I wonder if the students will appreciate them more when they are in the teacher's shoes.

Facing the reality in life, there are still many ugly sides of the world.

Drug addicts. smokers. burglars. robbers.

of course, these are what I never want to be in their shoes.

But then, I truly hope they would get out from that and live a life without having to waste it that way.

So this goes the same to my friends around me. As we grow, I tend to realise that friends around me are changing. Some of them are starting to involve in smoking and gangsterisme. I always wonder what I could do to offer them help. .....but then, there are times where people only learn from their past and mistakes. lets just hope it won't be too late before they broke their closest people's heart. =)

Soooo many of wonderings..lets just end with a quote.

“There must be more to life than sitting wondering if there is more to life”

2009-08-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

MY HEART SANK
- it became a famous quote when our principal said that during school assembly one Monday morning.
but I actually had that feeling when I received a news from John.
He says his friend's father, Uncle Larry was attacked by robbers ( or robber ) on a highway. The robbers hit his car on purpose. However, humans instinct reacts quickly in him and he chooses to check the condition of his car. Unfortunately, the robbers attacked him and hit him on his skull. He has a fractured skull and he was admitted to the hospital at once. The doctor says he might not even live over the night. I was in a total state of shock when I read the message. I had the feelings that his family must be davastated now. I can't do anything but pray. I do not know him at all. Somehow, I felt the sorrow and tears were rolling in my eyes. The latest news that he is in a state of coma. Please, whoever has a heart, pray for him and his family.
May God be the tower of their strength and let him make through his life.

*******************************************************************
I went over to other people's house this morning just to get the light from their car porch since the friend whom I used to wait, their house is always in the dark. lol. save electricity I guess.
I was reading Marley and Me while it was drizzling outside.
Upon reaching which I'm actually late to school, I realised that I left my small pouch at home which has my locker keys.
I was like, 'oooohhh nooo..how am I supposed to get my books from the locker??'
'no study for today perhaps.' and I would have been saved IF I returned my spare locker key to Hong Ken which I've forgotten.
By the way, life still has to move on right?
So, I walked into the prefect room and somehow, I searched thoroughly through my bag.
and amazingly, miraculously, I found the spare locker key actually dropped into my bag!!
Lol..
how can it be??
it is supposed to be in the pouch which I've left at home.
Isn't it? but God just work..=] and here I am..having another wonderful day in school =] Amen.

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So many people fell sick..
but I'm immune! Shalom. okay..I think I should sleep before I really fall sick because of lack of rest.

love,
Demi

2009-08-10T23:16:00.002+08:00

you know what..i really had to said this before I go to bed although is already 11+
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I NEED A BREAK!
one settled and here comes the other one
smart..
smart
smart!
who says girls are the sensitive one?
who says....
there are times where I felt like throwing everything away but..
I always come to a stop whenever I think *of a reason* that I shouldn't have done that

I need chemistry now...
postive charges!..where are you guys???
lol
I need to ionising..not discharging..
mamamia...i think i need to listen to some songs...
lol..desert song should be the right song for now =]
definitely not - you're not alone..thats gonna make me feel more lonely..

okay..now..suddenly this pops into my mind..the flow chart is something like this
desert song ->posting of lyrics->thought of Jofan's blog->Jofan->the joke Wai leem told me-> nicholas's blog->
children are growing shorter!
blame it on melamine?
lol
I guess only I know what I'm trying to say..
at least I felt better..haha
so time to ciao =]

whatever it is, is planned.
my choice, take it and learn from it.

[maybe I'll feel better after I've written this..p/s..is not a emo post..just want to express my feelings before I continue reading my book]

2009-08-06T21:55:00.001+08:00

Galatians 6:9
So let us not become tired of doing good, for if we do not give up,
the time will come when we will reap the harvest.

Spirit of love.

2009-08-06T20:33:00.002+08:00

hi hi.. is me =]
lol..im singing until i have no more voice to continue..
preparing for tmr's praise and worship.
i find joy when I'm serving the Lord. haha
even though I have tons of work to do..lol
Lets just hope God will be the tower of my strength that I will be able to complete every task.

ooh yea..lol..I was laughing like mad when I approached Pn Wee to buy the YE product.
eherm..anyone who would like to buy a pen holder and a mug from me?? at RM25.
[p/s - my salary]
so yeah..haha..support Xpertise!

hearts,
shooooo-min

2009-08-05T22:21:00.002+08:00

aloha =]
it happened all the time..
when I'm not sitting here thinking what to write, many things popped into my mind
when I'm sitting here ready to write, everything is gone. lol
okay..lets say finally the problem was solved.
at least I know whats the reason and we're STILL friends =] Amen.
ooh yea..haha..the bible quiz last saturday was quite fun..
not only I get to know about the bibile more, I gain experience and we cheered for those who are taking oral quiz at the hall..however, I missed the worship session because I had to rush for violin lesson
and..today! I cooked for Yi wei..kesian him..no lunch at home..so he came over..lol
I didn't even cooked for my own meal..lol
but what to do.. this is what we call friends ^^
and..yesterday's chiropractic treatment was a bit 'aggressive'
lol
it hurts..but blame it on me..I was the one who was careless and fell from the bike the other day..

ooh yea..p/s..a gentle reminder..drink extra water and put on a mask..the haze is still quite bad..

time to sign off,
with love,
wen

2009-07-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

OOouuchhh!!!!!!

how can the teacher say that????
aiyo..but...how can I have such a low EQ???
forgive and forget =]

********************************
hong ken told me about his goat...lol
yes!! goat that eats grass..haha
and how his mom added the goat's milk into his milo..
he is so funny today..
haha

2009-07-29T22:15:00.001+08:00

check out David Garrett!! is a must must..
he is absolutely amazing..fell in love with his violin skills..

2009-07-28T22:26:00.003+08:00

I am super tired now...after 4-6 hours of YE production..but i thought of updating my blog before i sleep..
[ listening to- you're not alone..aawwhhh..ouch ]

lets start with last saturday??
hmm..I went to school early in the morning for some duty as early as 7am and I went to The Gardens with cheng cheng and chun hung to watch Harry Potter..
ooh gosh..i was totally a light bulb that day..lol
both of them wore the same colour and the same brand..almost the same style..lol..it was quite funny to me..what a coincidence..
anyway the show was awesome to me althought I've read the book =]
We were almost late that day because we couldn't grab a taxi..the queue was super long..
luckily, thank God, after a prayer..a taxi came..lol..isn't that fast? haha..I know.. Amen.
the band concert was good and successful..
great job ! =]
I reached home around 12am..it was a really long day..

Monday..aka yesterday..
I was super high while talking to Azah and Jofan..lol..
I was laughing non stop until my mom came to fetch me..
what was I laughing again? I think I was laughing whenever a person said hi..lol

as for today...
not so happy..
firstly I'm quite tired..and my bro's attitude towards me..he just doesn't treat me as a sister
I was just asking him to tune his computer's volume lower..he just ask me to get out..go away..shut up..
I mean is it that hard to lower down the volume? must he treat me that way?
only God can change his attitude..
what is the school doing? I'm wondering..
ooh well..show life I have a thousand reason to smile ^^
talking about that..
i find that I'm totally 'jekyll and hyde' in a good way of course..lol
but still sort of duo personality
especially in school
during duty and in class..and most obvious in CF
totally crazy..ahhahahha

nite nite,
wen

2009-07-21T19:46:00.002+08:00

I'm currently watching 'Little Nyonya' in front of the TV.
the story is super sad..both of the parents just died.

Luckily it was just a movie.
But I believe this happened during the time where Japanese conquered Malaysia. It is really saddening to watch how the people was tortured and lost their beloved.
I'm so lucky and grateful that I wasn't born during those decades.
I love my family =]

thank You LORD.

2009-07-19T22:54:00.002+08:00

actually I shouldn't have read that. if I don't, I might be happier. but life is life.
not facing the fact doesn't mean the thing did not happen.
so...lets just hope that everything goes well and....be happy? ^^

2009-07-19T22:51:00.002+08:00

is expected. tada.
ooh well..at least I know now. so i could stop wondering. few months of fairy tales and thats it.
so..it is erasing time....forget about everything and wake up

2009-07-19T22:16:00.003+08:00

konbawa =]
just finished preparing the morning duty plan.
haha..went to Low bro's house just now in the afternoon.
I watched MJ's dangerous tour with roxanne. I was as usual shouting. The concert was wonderful. He sang so well that made me wonder if he lip-sings. Then, Teck Kuan came back after the seminar, followed by Yew Kuan, Jin Chuan, Shen ( I don't know if it is spelled this way) and Justin.
I had a good talk with this pretty girl, Shen. All of us thought she is Yew Kuan's gf. ooh well..although he denied but who knows? it might be =] haha
During dinner, I was teased by him and Teck Kuan. Teck Kuan and I were more towards arguing. Aunt Elsy was like, "Both of you change place please." haha
It was fun though.
And Yew Kuan was like, " I have six pads and long fingernails.."
alamak..this is what he learnt from Australia..anyhow, it was good to see him again. We didn't get to hang out long. I had to return home for all my undone work.
thank you Lord for everything.

Love,
wen

2009-07-16T21:07:00.003+08:00

Ooouch!!!!!
I fell off from the bike today after swimming. aiyaiyai..it was funny but it still hurt alot.
I can't believe I'll fell off from the bike as I cycle that particular same spot almost everyday. Never happened before.
The brake just stop, a great force was produced and just pushed me behind. As a result, I fell off. Inertia! proved that Sir Isaac Newton was right.

*****************************************
Mom bought a new garden table today from Ikea. I wanted it for so long..FINALLY.haha
I had dinner with Chia ee here.
I'm currently at the garden now. haha. nice place to hang out.

Ore et Labora.

2009-07-15T22:47:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday daddy!! =]
Happy Birthday Chia ee!!! =]
hehe...two amazing person in my life are celebrating their birthday today.
I just want to pray and ask God to bless them abundantly in life.
I love you dad and dear lil' sis.

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sweet..that was really out of the blue when he asked me for a movie.

2009-07-14T18:38:00.006+08:00

All these photos are super random..haha..have a good laugh =]

Soo Yi Wei

Pang Jofan

2009-07-14T17:57:00.001+08:00

aloha
I just came back from swimming.
ooh well..when are we going to start talking again?
whats the problem actually?

2009-07-08T22:38:00.003+08:00

Michael Jackson,

He is a man whom I've never seen face-to-face in my life, yet I can cry for many times over his death.

7/7/09, 1am. I've joined the entire world to witness his contribution to the entertainment world for the one last time.

For this one last time, my heart really melt.

Berry Gordy - Michael Jackson is not only the King Of Pop, he is the greatest entertainer that we ever had.

Brooke Shield - For those who are lucky enough to get to know him personally, he is a caring, humorous, pure jaded man...........and lover of life.

When I saw the brothers brought 'It' in, I know he was really gone. GONE.

what was left is his LEGACY.

I wonder if songs like, We're the world and Man in the mirror did change anyone's life.

God sent this talented boy to entertain the entire human nation for 50 years? maybe not.

Because to me, he entertained the people in the past, the present and not be forgotten, the future.

He is one awesome man.

He never had a pleasant childhood. He had been trying so hard everyday in his entire life just to bring pleasure to the others. He never had the chance to play futsal when he was young. He had to practice in the studio for the following performances. All he can do was watch them playing.

To me, he had been really lonely in his heart. It was empty and hollow. What we've seen on the stage since Jackson was 5 years old required sacrifices. He deserved the glory and the title, THE KING OF POP.

At least for now, all we can do is to pray for this man to have an eternal life with God and truly enjoy the blessings.

Rest In Peace.

Love,

Demi

2009-07-07T22:29:00.004+08:00

4th of June

A day full of surprises and where God let me see what is called, 'true friends'.

2009-07-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

I must have done something wrong. Tell me if I do. Do not turn away.

2009-06-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

I want this !!!!

2009-06-27T21:32:00.006+08:00

LOl..I'm quite devastated over MJ's death so lets talk about something funny
about my dream last night..
haha
the dream was about....
it was a sunny day and I was at the beach with my friends.
I forgotten who they were but I remembered I was suppose to grab something which was floating on the sea..I ran down the seashore but not towards the thing I want. I ran to a lorry instead.
hahaha. It happened that the lorry was actually full of dinosaur eggs!!
lol..then Wai Wai came into the picture asking me not to hold the eggs horizontally but vertically..
LOL..
and..I can smell the dinosaur..You might ask how would I know how does a dinosaur smells like..is my instincts!! ahahahaha..and..
POOF!!

'all heavens declares....' it was my alarm! LOL..
I didn't get to see how does the dinosaur looked like..
=p

2009-06-27T16:11:00.001+08:00

Nobody understand the dilemma I'm facing.
Only God does.
nothing can be decided without God's answer.
S-M-I-L-E
is only a small matter in life =D

Love,
Wen

2009-06-26T22:07:00.003+08:00

You wouldn't know how much you'll miss the person until the person is gone.

R.I.P Michael Jackson

I remembered I've used to watch his 'thriller' mv when I was a kid and also some of his concert videos too. I remembered a girl went up the stage with a ring proposing to him. yeah, is true. Now, what is left behind is his legacy.
His song, 'man in the mirror' is awesome.
It says, " if you want to make the world a better place, take a look in the mirror and make a change." ^^

Love,
Demi

2009-06-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

AHA! no archive is just what I needed!! hehe

2009-06-25T21:52:00.002+08:00

haha..is 2154 now
I had a bad day today. but God reminded me to be grateful.
so..I turned on the laptop and the first thing I did was listen to the 'one way'.
awesome...
During this whole week..everything is in a mess.
not physically but mentally.
My room is sparkling clean *wink* but is the mind which is in a mess.
focusing on the -ve is definitely not what I should but -ve thoughts keep on inva1ding.

i think this suits me the best for today
All roads do NOT lead to heaven. Jesus says, "Only I am the WAY, the TRUTH and the LIFE... no one comes to the Father except by me."

haha..on the contrary..I was absolutely hyper today while I was waiting for my dad with 'why lame' and Jofan. LOL..had a crazy crazy laugh but that was because I was really tired.
and..OMG..when I read what I wrote in the past..I was really laughing..how can I ever written anything like that?????????? ayaiyai...is okay..At least it cheered me up..hehe

okay..tmr is the 'THE" day..haha..AGM plus interview
my mind is currently blank now although I am supposed to prepare an outgoing speech..
so does the interview..
well. LET IT BE~
nothing is in control.
at least that's what I believe.

Lets smile to make tomorrow a better day =D

2009-06-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

Exam was over today.
but is it really OVER?
God knows

2009-06-22T22:46:00.002+08:00

haha..my dad said,' smell me smell me!'
that was after he saw the perfume I placed in the bathroom on Father's Day. Lol.
We looked at each other and laughed. haha

2009-06-20T00:25:00.002+08:00

Many awesome things that God have done for me.
Lets talk about today =]
today was my first time leading Praise and Worship!! haha
If it is not God, then who?
this is the question I ask myself.
God's presence was really there. Amen.
and CF people..they're really awesome and wonderful!!!
Nat bought a cake for all the June babies.
1/6 Lie Keat
17/6 Me
19/6 Aaron and Chee Yan
20/6 June
21/6 John Koon
23/6 Wen Min
24/6 Ee Laine and Matthew

hahaha..how awesome=] God created all of us and brought us together! amazing isn't it?
all of our names are around the cake!! haha
I'll upload the photos soon as I get it from Germ.

Things I've learnt from God during exam.

Wounds from a friend can be trusted, but an enemy multiplies kisses.
Proverbs 27:6
Mentoring and correction will bring positive changes. Be open with your struggle and failure as part of growth experience.

Love,
Wen

2009-06-19T23:25:00.005+08:00

aaahh chiu!!!
Lol..i'm cold and having flu..I guess it was because of the evening swim and sleepless night lately.
haha..ookay..is almost 12 now but I won't sleep without updating and writing down all the awesome and wonderful things that God has done for me =] on my birthday

hmm...lets wind back a few days ago..my BIRTHDAY!!..happy birthday to me happy birthday..okay..stop it..that was lame. lol
on the 16th..LIM HERNG! he called and wished =] how nice of him..
then..lets cut it short..many of them wished me but I was going to bed already..so I didn't read those birthday wished exactly at 12am due to the following day of exam..it was BIO and..PJK!! haha..and I was really tired..yeah..so lets fast forward to 17/6!!!!

hahahahahahhaha... [high already]
I woke up and checked my phone..I saw many amazing msgs sent by my friends the night before. I was so touched and happy that they actually remembered. so..I wasn't really that insignificant after all..haha

Upon reaching, I brought my books along to CF to have my last minute revision and..people was walking in and out wishing me..but Natalie was keeping quiet..until suddenly she was sooo shocked and looked at me and said, SHU MIN! today is your birthday?!!! OMG.. and she stared at Germaine and said, 'Why didn't you remind me?'LOL..you guys should look at the look on her face..it was so funny
then they sang the 'CF birthday Song' to me..wheeee
Then followed by John..he gave me a bottle of stars..I wonder if he did it himself..haha..and I read his card in the car..it was so funny..the card help me to cheer up after the exam..lol..funniest card.
THANK YOU John!! ^^ ( the first gift of the day..lol )
After I went back to the prefect room I saw a bear on my bag..thats thanks to the pig gang!!!
THANK YOU so much..even is during exam..=]
[ amy, cheng, jin hang ]

After my Bio paper, it was recess and Jvn Ying came..lol..he asked me to follow him to his class and he gave me a gift too. How nice having a friend like him=] thank you!

haha...the best best best thing happened when..LOL..
when I went for tuition..haha
Mr Yap..thank you sooooooooooo much!
He actually wanted to throw me a surprise party..lol..it wasn't a party..but he pakat with Kaveena to bring a big cake..lol..
the whole thing did not turn out as expected because it was after tuition and I had to leave..
anyhow..the effort he put is knowledgeable..thank you so much!
I received many surprises that night.
Edwin C. gave me a gift and card too..haha
the card was handmade!! yeah..thank you very much Edwin =] the effort he put in making that card is quite a lot from what I can see and guys seldom make cards..so.. yeah..I'm so grateful to have a friend like him =]
I almost wanted to cry when I saw them did so many stuff for me..they made me feel like living in a fairy tale..it was like in a movie! ^^
I knocked off around 2 that night because I was so nervous preparing for add maths for the following day.
and before 12am, I wrote to God a birthday prayer and gave thanks to Him for every wonderful thing that He have done =]
lets peek at the gift I've received.
[p/s : I thank my mom and dad..although they didn't buy me any gifts..their love for me everyday is enough. thank you. I love you both^^ ]

2009-06-10T22:36:00.004+08:00

ALOha...=]

I went Mid Valley with my mom today.
All the car park zones were full. I was quite disappointed.
Then my mom suddenly drove into Zone A which was also full.
I don't know why she went it. She said just give it a try. well then, why not?haha
so we went it and obviously it was all full. Traffic was congested inside. It makes me wonder what is so great about MV.
anyway, I started to pray for a car park. after a few rounds, we really found one spot!!! isn't it awesome? is was by God's blessing that we got a car park because if it is not Him, then who?
many cars were also waiting, but the man just suddenly appear and drove his car away. =] Amen.

the purpose of going to MV was to find my dad a Father's Day gift. I've searched for nice belts everywhere you can name but I still couldn't find a suitable one.
Before that, we went The Gardens, at Loewe, I saw a really nice key chain which is like 700 +.Lol
so forget about it.
Then, thanks to my mom, I was pulled to be a guinea pig at some cosmetic counter. The sales was applying mascara and some fibre thing they were actually promoting on my eye lashes. My eye lashes became really long but to me, is not nice at all. I looked like a ghost instead. Lol..
Maybe it was because I'm not used to do make up. Thats why...but for now... make up is still a no-no.
ooh yeah, when we were back to MV, I met Lim Herng.
aawwwhhh..THANK YOU LIM HERNG.
Lol, this 'smart' fella told me he wants to watch Hannah Montana with me but I refused because I didn't want to watch HM. When the show was over, he came to look for me. He showed me the ticket, it was Angels and Demons instead. He said it was meant to be a surprise. haha. how nice of him! but..I still didn't go. haha
mama comes first =]
ooh yeah, then later on, finally decided to get my dad a perfume ^^
shhh..don't tell my dad. =p
well, I hope he likes it.

time to sleep.
love,
Demi

2009-06-09T22:32:00.002+08:00

haha..I just found some super ugly photos my friends tagged me on facebook
LOL
is a good laugh. and is okay to share something ugly and to make people laugh sometimes =]

2009-06-09T21:44:00.004+08:00

Gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love.

2009-06-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

I was at Sri Sentosa today. I saw an old Indian man begging at the traffic light junction.
It was quite sad to see him begging there, knocking at the windows for a few ringgit.
It reminded me of the people who are not grateful, spending money like nobody's business.
Sigh...
How great if that man knows God.
What he did was quite dangerous. risking his life on the busy road.
Like my dad said, "See how pity the man is. I can't even help him"

so be grateful ppl =]

and...the haze is getting worsen lately.
So pls do ur part!!! recycle ^^

2009-06-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

haha..nice getaway at Awana today =]
nice view..beautiful weather
I had a peace of mind there.
the last time I visited here was like 2 years ago. Time really flies.
i just realised it was only an hour away from KL city.
I'm proud to say is a nice place to hang out with family during weekends.
haha..I just knew what's T-off in terms of golfing. thanks to my dad .

and..FACEBOOK.
hahaha..i know i know..i shouldn't have one..lol [few of you should und]
but even Wai Leem had..so..why not?? hehe

time to sign off,
love shuuuu min =]

2009-06-06T00:27:00.002+08:00

I went shopping today. I find myself quite foolish.
haha
I was stomping my feet in front of a sales in Roxy.
I must write this so that I could laugh at myself again next time. Lol
What really happened was, I was angry at that time when I saw the shirt I bought at Roxy Pavilion last month was discounted for 40% today!!! I only wore once or twice I think.
WHAT TO DO......

so for girls out there, if you do not want to feel how I felt today, be patient and wait for sales. lol

ciao, wen

2nd post of the day

2009-06-06T00:18:00.002+08:00

My chains are gone and
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood
His mercy reigns
Unending love, Amazing Grace.

I used to sing this song last time because it was a common song and it has beautiful rhythm.
but now, I sing because I mean every words in the lyrics of the song.

testimony.

2009-06-05T23:41:00.003+08:00

stay close to God.
thats what I received ytd out of nowhere from a friend. thank you =]

Actually I wanted to update my blog last night after I've spoken to Wai Leem but I was too tired to do so.He made me realized something from what I've posted about CF camp and prefect leadership camp. It was just one post away. God is just so amazing that He has His own way.
I remembered when I was writing about the prefect camp on the 18th of March, I didn't really want to write it as I was still sick at that time. Somehow, there seemed to be an urge in me for me to do it. And so, I did. Until yesterday, when I officially decided to open my blog to public and share what had happened in CF camp, till then I realized the difference between both camps.

It is so amazingly that both camps, the team that I've joined is ORANGE and I was the leader for both camps in my team.
you might ask..so??? whats the difference?
the difference is I've LOST in prefect camp but WON in CF camp
Is not so much about winning or losing anymore.
Somehow, I just feel that is the presence of God that made the difference.
In prefect camp, I was focusing too much on what I can do.
I remembered I was thinking what the cheer should be and bla bla bla...on the night before I go to the camp.
I wanted so much to win..that I've forgotten what I should focus on.
I thought if I've done a great job in the camp, people will see me as a good leader.
But now, I know I was wrong. Very wrong indeed.
I enjoyed a lot during CF camp because it wasn't about winning but to experience God and get closer to him. When you leave it up to God, He will do His part.

God has a purpose for me in life. I know. and I'm waiting.
I still remembered what Ps Steven told me during the prayer. Sacrifice, sacrifice.
Am I ready to make the decision? I'm still waiting for God's confirmation.

Love,
Demi.

2009-06-04T22:20:00.002+08:00

wooohoo!!!!!!!!!
must watch
GO DIVERSITY!!!
in youtube or wherever u can find.

2009-06-04T16:27:00.002+08:00

wow...
it had been a really long time since I've updated my blog
[it seems like I said this to myself every time i update my blog]
anyway, I'm really happy and I have no regrets attending the CF camp organized by CHS CF.
I am one of the committees in this camp and I really thank God that I have the chance to be one of them to serve him.

yesterday I was actually viewing some of my friend's blog and I found that I lived a different life. Not to elaborate on that but I just don't live the life they do.
I would prefer to settle down and have peace. =]

okay..back to the camp.
on the 1st of June, it was Lie Keat's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIE KEAT!!!

let me show you some of the photos.

he was carried away to...I don't know where. haha

after that, we departed the school at around 12pm
Jofan and I are the leader of the orange team! =]
Love the orange team.
they are absolutely awesome.
Callie Foo. Aaron Ng. Hong Liang. Yi Ren. Jordan Eng. Tan Ying.
we had games and sessions throughout the camp.
the awesomeness of the camp is God's presence.
I can feel it. I can.
Thank you Ps. Steven for his messages in these 3 days of camp.
He shared about character building but he did not give us more rules to follow.
Instead, he let us realized that only through God we can change ourselves and all the revelation truths.

the 10 commandments are there to prove and to show that we will never get to achieve. Only Jesus can do it.
Effortless change
Anger management
Dealing with temptations
Staying full of God.

well, I had a really wonderful time there. Doing and learning things I've never thought I will.
I'll just let the photos to do the talking.

Wei Lik and Leslie. haha

Aaron

Wen Min. Me [thanks to the flash] lol

check out this video

haha..this is super funny..the pose is starting from 0-5. I wonder whose idea was that.Is ugly..but we were just trying to have fun. ahahaha

woohoo!! my orange team. lol. aaron was trying to kiss jofan.lol..look at them!!! ahahahaha

well..thats all for the camp.

God bless,
Demi.

2009-03-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

we're not 1. not 2. not 3. not 4.
we're gonna win. not lose. not fail! we're the.....MUSCULAR SUNSHINE!

still, because of me. this suck-ing leader. our team lost.
is it a Murphy's Law?
wherever i go, or anything i involve, it will not success.

you might is not true. it is just because i lack of confidence.
you're wrong.
I mean it when I said WE'RE GONNA WIN

what am I good at actually?
I've got no idea.
I'm starting to think if I'm good at anything.
I should
I am God's child.

Why did I fall sick?
If i did not, I can hv fun with so many others.
It is once in a life time experience.
no one has twice of Form4
time has no return.

Why didn't I have any feeling of enjoyment during the camp?
is it because I was thinking about winning but ntg else?
in this 15 yrs and 3 months, I found that whatever thing that I longed for, or expecting it to be a good thing nvr turn good. it is always beyond my expectation in a bad way
just take an example for this camp
flying for, canopy walk..everything is what I've dreamed for.
I longed for it.
I've been thinking ways to be a good leader.
so what?

evrything just didnt go well as what I've thought.
I've missed the nightdrop, the boat rafting..
ray aun!! how can u be good at everything?
good for you man.

actually I should be happy because God has answered my prayers.
which is to bless all my friends at the camp and I prayed that they'll have plenty of fun.
but I'm nt happy. I'm so selfish
just because I didn't have the fun.
how can i be like that?

when am I going to wake up and live out of this?
God knows.

2009-03-15T00:38:00.000+08:00

haha
when was the last time i updated my blog?

Mr. Yap, this is for you but i do nt know what to write yet. haha

MAN U lost .
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh
1 - 4

2009-02-06T19:38:00.000+08:00

haha
I'VE MADE IT!!!
not passing the audition..but managed to finish my speech.
woohoo!!LOL
I'm never gonna do it without God. amazing. =]

2009-01-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

wow...
HAPPY NEW YEAR to myself
Lol
i'm so busy until i just got the time to go online
lets make things short
=> WONDERFUL year
=> GREAT friends
=>FAITHFUL, AMAZING God
=> GOOD class
=> RIGHT timing
=>LOVELY people, teammates, teachers
=>mind full of GOD's WISDOM
=>eyes filled with God's vision
=>FAVOUR upon FAVOUR
- PMR with flying colours
- Lovely friends God gave me ^^
- answering all my prayers!
- Got whatever I think!
- All misunderstandings are solved! friends came to apologise automatically^^

FOREVER AND EVER , AMEN!

2008-12-11T20:57:00.000+08:00

the girl's =D

ker leet. tim. zhi kai. nic. dan. me. huey yee. mitch. ray aun.wai leem

wan Jin and ....

WOOHOOO

I just came back from Tim's house today.

Me and my bro went to his house for sleepover!

It was so fun.
It was a prefect gathering + annual sleepover party + welcoming party for huey Yee and Daniel

When first arrived, we had pizza (homemade)

yummmy!

okay, let me tell you who've joined

huey yee, cheng , ray aun, wan jin, jia yee, yin suan, wai leem, daniel, nic, ker leet, zhi kai

=]
you must be wondering where would there be enough space for us all to sleep

but don't worry

his house is way big enough.

haha

let the photos to do the talking

wan Jin and jia yee

our big feast. wonderful western dinner. thanks to tim's mom

tim's youngest bro. Ethan. he is only 4 yrs old. haha

guess what? the first thing he did early in the morning was to play CSO!!

huey yee. daniel. me. nic (the above).ray aun

this was taken after we were soaking wet!

we played water gun fight

hahaha
it was the best thing!
during our 'war'

we decided to use tongs after we ran out of water balloons. haha

2008-12-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

I HAD A GREAT TIME READING ECLIPSE today
is much better than New Moon.
I was really touched by Edward
firstly, he proposed to Bella in a very old-fashioned and every girl's dreamed way. Lol
secondly, his thoughts for Bella was just so..selfless.
He is willing to sacrifice for her just to let her be happy.
Even if he has to let jacob to be with her for her sake.
man..you hardly find anyone like this
except for he is not even a MAN.
lol

2008-12-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

it had been such a long time since i got stage fright until YESTERDAY
yeap
it means i'm finally on the stage!
LOL
I was having a mini concert ytd at the church in my music school
though it was small, everything big starts from small rite?
like what Kyle said, I'm a budding violinist. =]
it was a surprise to June and Chye Ling
but not the one I wanted to see the most, Edwin
because I know he is going to be there =D
just by luck, I'll bumped into him
guess what?
God is always on my side.
He was the first person I saw upon my arrival. LOL
*** *** *** ***

2008-12-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

haha
I wrote a bunch of stuff on that BRAND-NEW ADIDAS CAP just now
LOL
I wonder what reaction is Chun hung gonna hv when he sees it
LMAO!!!!!!!!

2008-12-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

GOSH-H-H-H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the biggest bombshell ever!
HE called me
yes!
HE!!
my gosh
he used to be the biggest jerk ever
and now..
you know what he did?
he invited me to his house for sleepover
SLAP ME!
LOL
my parents are not allowing me. 100%
but I said, "I'll come back to you tomorrow."
trust me
he didnt really want me to go
is just that Huey Yee asked him to ask me.

woohoo! my testimonial about God

2008-12-02T14:34:00.000+08:00

I just came back from Sunway pyramid again today.
The purpose of going there was to solve my dad's blackberry's handheld problem since he is travelling to Singapore tmr.
Well, we went to Maxis.
i had been thinking of using the 10 bucks I got in my pocket to choose either one option which is
i. Galaxie + seventeen mag
ii. Top-up my hp's credit

Since I was at Maxis and I saw this cute some sort of ATM machine which is used to top-up, I've decided to go on with my 2nd option.
The first machine I used, it rejected my 10 bucks note.
The second machine I used, it also rejected my 10 bucks note.
I was like, "what's wrong with my 10 bucks?"
My mom said, " It might be a forge note."
So I was fine with that and went into the car. Thinking I might be able to stop by at some convenient store later.
When I looked into my handphone, I saw a msg from Hotlink which says that my phone number had been successfully top-up!
O-M-GOSH!!
I quickly check my pocket to make sure that my 10 bucks note is still there.
The first thing I said was, "AMEN."
Haha
Amazing huh?
You might think that I was lucky or it might be technical prob but I would choose to believe that it was God's work.

-the end-

2008-12-01T21:11:00.000+08:00

hey hey my bloggy =]
im finally back once again

lets talk about today
after sobbing for almost the whole morning
my mom and dad finally allow me to go Sunway for Twilight
FYI, I cried like a piece of sh*t just to get there
i clearly remembered that I was asking myself to stop crying during the shower
my mind was clear that I should stop it
but guess what?
the tears arent listening to me
maybe in my deep heart I was thinking the reasons why shouldnt I go
i. my parents willing to fetch my bro all the way to serdang to meet his friend
and all I want was just to Sunway which is like 10 mins from my home. ( unfair )
ii. I love this movie very much
iii. I did not really hang out with my friends that often

BUT... all of these are disappeared from my mind NOW cuz I went
and i STILL love my parents no matter what. [even if they really didnt allow me to go]
you know what? I actually said, " love you dad" when I get down from the car
I wonder if he heard that.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Chun Hung waited for me in front of the starbucks .
ooh yeah, I think I did not mention that I celebrated birthday with Zhi Cheng, Amy and Jin Hang ont he 2nd week of holiday at sunway also, did I ?
haha
it doesnt matter
what matter was we were both dressed in black AGAIN.
had lunch at this BBQ something, anyway it sucks!
luckily I do not have to pay for it.
Kays + wai ken, jvn ying, Yi wen and yao hong were there too =]
I cant wait for the movie. So I joined Yi wen and CH to collect the tickets
haha
I was way faster than them when I walk.
Then, I went J.Co doughnuts cuz I really cannot tahan the taste of the BBQ.
=P

pass pass pass

MOVIE time!!!
i was so excited
so so so so excited
when the movie started, I can hear ppl clapping
ahahahaha
I've read the book
so I know exactly what is going to happen
when Edward appeared, the girls were shouting and screaming
hahaha
I wonder what did the guys think about that
I've watched the trailer many many times
and I finally get to watch the real movie
how nice =] =]
There was a scene that keep running through my mind
which is Edward Cullen playing the piano
I always love guys who play the piano
I don't know why
maybe is just because I can't play
well
is exactly what I'm aiming for
I might wana learn
ONE DAY
for now, violin first
ok ok, back to the movie.
is just great

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
skating time!!!
i reached there arounf 3.45
resurface time is 4pm
so we gotta wait till 4.30pm
is a waste of time
and I've experienced it before
so I already asked CH to bring me poker cards
hahaha
smart huh?
I played with Jvn Ying, the most childlish game, heart attack
haha
magic from Ch
fast forward

skating time starts!!!!!
woohooo...
it was been a year since i've skate
hey...no..not really
i remember i've skated with Amy early this year.
poor ke sin and yi wen
they seriously need help
of course wai ken would help her
haha
but for Yi wen.. no worries
other guys shall take care of her
arent like me
im taking care of myself
haha
even CH needs me to take care
gosh..
LOL
he was trying to put his shoulder over me which is not a good thing
why?
it makes me falling!!!
hahaha
so i hold his hands instead.

fast forwarded version
after 3 times of falling which included a very bad one, I finally decided to get out of the skating rink
and..MR YAP broke my glasses
what a good job he did.
tumpang yao hong's car.

-the end-

p/s: I did not pay for a single thing today
= skating
= movie
= lunch
but i lost my glasses just like that
so God is fair.
haha

2008-11-13T11:27:00.000+08:00

2008-11-13T10:43:00.000+08:00

i went cameron highlands
lets let the photo do the talking=]
8/11-9/11

2008-10-29T11:49:00.000+08:00

I'm sweating....
is so hot man!
=P
sigh..
my parents and I couldn't make up our mind where to go..
no money no talk
we are suppose to go Taiwan.
cheque is ready, passport is ready. the prob is we do not know if we should go.
yes? no?
if I do not go Taiwan.. I got no idea where else to go..
=[

2008-10-18T15:04:00.000+08:00

aaawwwwww
i missed my blog
many things to catch up
PMR has finally over.
thank God! =]
I don't really have the mood yet..got no idea why
besides being extra free..I don't find any differents..
okay..is time for me to share hows my life lately

on 6/10
zhi cheng, jin hang, hui ling and I prepared a surprise birthday party for Amy a.k.a bunny ^^
although we are supposed to study for our coming PMR by that time, we still managed to throw her a surprise party
the plan was cheng, hang, ling and Amy should come to my house for extra tuition..hehe
and we used this opportunity to gather everyone at my house..
it was so hard to keep from her
especially when we see her sad sad face : ((
we brought her to the park while Jin hang had already gone there with the cake
of course the surprise wasnt perfect because of some dummies but we still had fun..
we took quite some number of photos..okay
talking bout photos..im kinda pissed off right now..
the cam couldn't connect with the comp and i can't upload my photos!!!!!!!!!

okay..today is Saturday..
on Thursday, after my chinese paper 2, the plan was to meet a friend Z.
somehow, I encounter an emergency and so I couldn't meet this friend.
So, I went to the CF room with a starving tummy with nothing in my brain since I can't really study without food. XD
Wai Leem told me that Z came to look for me and I managed to see Z after searching for him.
The thing was, i thought Z was supposed to just pass a book to me and thats all but instead Z bought me sushi lunch..a whole box of sushi..
I got no idea what to say....
BLANK
Ee Laine said, "You know, next time if you ( Z ) doesn't want to make it too obvious, you should buy for everyone of us here."
i was blush blush blush...
I don't really feel good cuz I thought we were friends.
PURE friends.
-end-

MAX PAYNE!
aha!
i don't know why wai kit says it wasn't a good movie.
I doubt it.
after PMR, Amy and I went to the curve, why we choose The Curve?
i) mom's decision
ii) I don't see any other friends there! lol
seriously if you were at the hot spots like sunway, mid valley, 1u and so forth, you are gonna feel like being in school again..cuz you are looking at the same people, same faces! haha
anyway max payne.. not bad..very exciting but he is not dying..so is quite fake..
haha
the only thing i like is that he did everything just for his wife..
thats very loyal..
=p

BYE PMR ~ ahahahahahahaha

p/s : bare in mind that PMR is just the beginning of learning.
wait till you meet bio, add math, chemistry......

2008-09-29T18:10:00.000+08:00

26th and 27th of Sept.

Phew, two days of hectic seminar organised by Pelangi tuition centre at Sunway University College is finally over.
the seminar is beneficial to me I guess. The lecturers are good except that is a long day.. is quite tiring. Luckily they prepared refreshements for us after every subject.

hehe..you know what?I get to meet someone unexpected. EDWIN! ( I just knew his name is Edwin )
this happened almost 2 months ago, I was playing violin at my music school and then i noticed this cute guy sitting outside the room. I was amazed by his piano skills. I thought i will never see him again until I attended the seminar on Sunday.
hahahaha..he was standing right in front of me..and i was looking at him..I wasn't sure if he is the one but he definitely looked familiar to me. And so, I quickly ask May to ask whether he was from the same music school and then.....
he opened his mouth and says, "yeah, I'm from Bumblebee, I've seen you before." with a sweet smile on his face.

LOL!!!
my goodness......
I never thought of seeing him again.. and POOF!!! he appears.. haha
but besides that, nothing happened between us. we still do not get the chance to talk. Nevertheless, I'm happy with it. ahahaha

Last night, I've been talking to CH for almost 2 hours on handphone... girl! radiation~

I went to the guard house to collect my book just now, CH returned the book to me. guess what the guard says?
MANA ANGPAU?
Lol..I replied, " new year first "
i told my mom about that and she was laughing and laughing.
I guess he thought I was a Malay or something... raya is coming.....
ahahahaha

gotta stuck with the history book now, ciao.

2008-09-22T21:51:00.000+08:00

:( :( :(
i did not, i did not, i did not!
why why why why why why me?

just now wei ling called, she said that her fren, ms A saw a msg from mr B saying that I like that mr B. I do not know who is that Mr B and im pretty sure i did not show any sign of interest to anyone in my msg..

ooh gosh, now what? the rumour continues?

2008-09-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

wow...it had been almost 2 weeks since i updated my blog..
mostly is because of my trial..
in these 2 weeks time..many things happened..
i just don't know why..is like bad things happening non stop
i hope after i wrote it in my blog it will stop..
firstly, is exam..even though i worked hard for it, is just not the results which i want..aren't like the other people ( i know there is no point of blaming them)..they just cheat during exam and they got the highest marks..sigh
but this is life, the world full of liars and people tend to success in their so call 'smart way of study'
next..i felt very sad that we actually wasted lots of unneccessary money.
now, why would i say so?
see, my dad went overseas, he left the whole bag of charges there which worth almost 200 bucks, of course i'm very angry and sad..we bought everything the next day and it turned up that my dad left it in his fren's house..
and his fren can fly back to malaysia..
is like...what??
the next minute we bought everything back, my dad received the phone call from his friend..my gosh...
and for today..
i just found out that the printer ink which i bought a month ago do not suit my printer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is like another more than 100 bucks gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i asked the salesman, is this model printer using this type of printer ink? he said yes...
i feel like chopping him into pieces..
aaaaaaaaaaaarghhhh

my results, the bad days...my FRIENDSHIP..
what is wrong with me?
gosh, i'm here to wait for my good days to come =D =D

"smile makes the world brighter"
-by me! =p

2008-08-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

haha..i guess hui wen is sort of waiting for this to come..
cuz im going to talk about what happened on the prefect's annual dinner.
everything was is a rush on that day. I went to my mom's fren's 5 yr old daughter's birthday party at equatorial hotel. lucky girl, only at the age of 5 yr old get to celebrate at a hotel. she is very adorable. her hair is almost touching the floor. when she walked in the ballroom, she was treated like a princess.
later on, I was so in a rush that I had to change my dress in the car!!!!
haha..i hope no one on the road noticed. Lol. but i don think anyone does because even my mom did not realised i was changing and in a sudden, POOF.. im 'transformed'
haha
i did not look really good, just a simple summer dress and in addition, i cut my hair, so i dont think i receive any good feedbacks besides hearing laughters from them.
that night, hmm..i watched many performances by the prefects. talented people. I so wish that I am one of them to be on the stage performing.
hmm..the food.. YUCK
although is hotel food but is just doesnt taste good nor look good. lol
Maybe i ate too much during the lunch buffet.
We snapped many photos together, i mean with the form 5s.
they look splended but not me.
the bad part of the night was, many of them sneeked out to the bars and pubs around the hotel to watch LEE CHONG WEI VS LIN DAN'S badminton competition. so, the ballroom was a little bit empty
Lol
However, for us who are still at the ballroom still get to look at the results through the internet.
sigh.. so what? he lost..sad ending that night
even Pn Susan also sob through the mic.. [ofcuz is a fake sobbing]
we left around 10pm
nothing special..just got shocked to look at the way our seniors dress. lol

2008-08-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

wheee...im so happy!!!!!
muah muah muah..
u might think i'm crazy but i'm not.
i just received a postcard from my dear huey chen who are currently in Singapore now. aawwwhhh..is just so sweet and surprising.
she sent me this post card just to wish me good luck in PMR.
my goodness..just so touching..ahahahahahahah

2008-08-16T09:13:00.000+08:00

woohoo..it had been more than a week since I visit my blog..
missed it so much!

In this whole week..many many things happened..

once in a life time..08 08 08
on this particular night.. of course I won't miss the Beijing Olympic opening ceremony
It was fantastic. China did a magnaminous job. GREAT JOB CHINA!!
besides, I won't forget what he did to me. his hands..the words..

13/8
aha! Amen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
guess what? I said a prayer to God after my brother took the ipod dock away to charge the "washed ipod". I said, "O Heavenly Father, please show me a miracle, tell me and show me that my ipod still work even though I left it in the washing machine."
POOOFFF!!!!
when I checked out my ipod in my mom's room, IT WORKS!!! IT WORKS!!!

15/8
I paid a visit to Bangsar Village yesterday. It was my first time. I guess it was God's will because I was supposed to go Mid Valley after school with my mom but guess what? All the zones were full, even The Gardens car park were full..it is a weekday! how can it happened?
so, my mom decided to go Bangsar instead. This is our first time going to Bangsar without my daddie.. =] =]
I was looking for the shop named 'Goss:ps' which is located near Bangsar Village according to my Hui Wen. (p/s is Jln Telawi 2 not Jln Telama)
Had a great shop with my mom from 2pm till 7.30pm
we really managed to find that shop! ahahahahahahaha
the funniest thing is, I couldn't put on the dress! wakakakakakakaka
my mom was like, "my goodness, you did not pull down the zip, how can you wear it?"
doik.....=.=
hahahahahaha
anyway I bought a dress there. Is a summer dress. floral kinda a feeling..is green..I'm afraid I don't look good in that dress.. aaahhhhh

2008-08-06T17:44:00.000+08:00

woohoo..my baby! I'm back! haha
didn't have time the couple of days ago. hmm..lets see what have i missed out?
last friday, Abhi actuali invited me to join him for lunch after the acitivities.
I felt kinda awkward to go alone with him so I asked Azah to join us.
We end up having lunch at Kanna and he actually paid for the lunch which is something quite unexpectable cuz' u know.. is ABHI..he used to be the funniest plus a lil' annonying fella whom I have known for 2 yrs.. I don't feel right when he suddenly became a gentlement. LoL

Well, today today..
I'M SO HIGH~
muahahaahahaahahahaha
Pn Chee claimed that all of us ate ectascy pill..cuz all of us are laughing non stop
my group came up with this really really cool name which is called => SEVEN BRAINS ONE GOAL
hehe.. and obviously it was my idea...lol
and and and..one more thing..this is the..er..wait..first, second, third, forth
ok! FIFTH time receiving something for Mr Yap.
4 fixion pens with 4 diff colours
what is on his mind??........... I wonder =p

okie dokie, gotta continue finding the catan info now.. ADIOS (sam sam)

2008-08-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

31/8
i put my cheongsam on and look up the mirror
i dont believe is me!
is not that bad after all..ahahaha
but i feel kinda weird..walking on the stage..

2/8
shouuttttttttt
is so boring!

2008-07-28T18:28:00.000+08:00

26/7
ahahahah
went Low bros' house again
at first I didn't really have fun. coz' what i was doing was just looking at that form 2 teck kuan yet 3yr old minded boy fighting (as in playing) with my brother and Howard.
sooner or later I found out that Sean is Sam's brother.
how dumb am i..LOL
sang songs for the whole night until around 1 am..
okay..the worst and sad thing is I forgotten to take my ipod shuffle out from my pocket and it was thrown into the washing machine. How can I ever forgive myself? sigh.

27/7
attended the KBU seminar.
It was quite good. Except that there are almost 900+ students together. Many of them are quite disturbing. especially those sitting behind me.
we (chun Hung, zhi cheng, jvn ying, leslie...) went McD for lunch break. We are supposed to eat in the college but YUCK..eewww..an egg with some don't know what meat..lol..
had a great time at there with them..
Chun Hung spent me and zhi cheng starbucks drinks. cheng cheng chose the right drink and unfortunately, I chose the wrong one. I don't know why would I listen to the girl at the cashier counter..she recommended peach frapuccino and I don't like peach..LOL..
Finally, I got scolded from my dad for telling him the wrong direction.. ( I did not )
he thought is sri Kdu.. is it my fault? God knows.
I cried last night when i was doing my 'tenunan' art work..man..i took 4 hours to do it..
my head was aching..and yet.. i must finish it..thank God is done =]

28/7
i baked swiss roll in school today.
my group is the first group to complete it. and guess what? it is actually also the ugliest..ahahaha
I guess I'll give it a try at home myself one day..hehe..
anyone dare to try? *evil grins*

2008-07-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

hmm..i guess i forgotten to mention about this.
Last few days, my family and I went out for a dinner with my dad's company friends.
surprisingly, there is a 3 month old baby girl (korean) has a same name as mine. not ony shu min but also in chinese, shu wen
my goodness, it is so rare to see same names both in chinese and english although we do not have the same surname or maybe the different spelling but to me, is just amazing..LOL
ooh yea! she is very adorable! =]

today..the big day has finally arrived a.k.a AGM a.k.a Annual Grand Meeting
once again, surprisingly, there were no fights at all ^^
PEACE =D
and...
tada!!!
im the vice =]
hehe.. i know nobody is viewing my blog, but just in case there is, pls keep it to urself.
lalalalalalalala
Amen. muahahaha=]

2008-07-24T16:38:00.000+08:00

this is the third day of fasting breakfast
for a pig like me. I can tell you that it is not easy.
FYI, from the location of my class, I can smell the tempting smell of the food from the canteen. LOL
but what to do? it is for God. hehe. Amen

haiyoyo, why am i such a careless girl?
1) I lost my friend's a.k.a chze zheng's book
2) I lost my prefect tie. Bought a new one for RM10 then this morning woon khai said he found it in his mom's car. Now, obviously 10 bucks wasted.
3) Yesterday, I forgotten to bring my water bottle to school. Later at night, I forgotten to bring water bottle to tuition also.
4) TODAY!!! I forgotten to take my pencil case. this is no big deal at first. BUT, I found out that I actually left it in the car and all the while i thought is at home! grrr
what's wrong with me?
5) I'm going to be so dead. Without my pencil case, I got no red pen. I was busy finishing Ms. Sherry's hw and I heard she asked us to mark our book before handing it up to her. yeah.. you're right. I forgotten to mark it. What should i do??????
aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-07-21T20:16:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhh
im so sorry chze cheng
im such a bad girl..
lol
i lost his book..
during the assembly..
how can i be such a fool?????
i passed the book to a wrong class..
slap me!!
ooh yea
i made chicken pie today ^^
ahahahahahaha
mmmm..yummy..lol